I’m sorry. I might update later.. I love you..

~Yuki

But yeah, I suppose Yaku n I are gettin just a bit closer.. I guess. XD;; *shot* ILUIMOUTOCHAN. <33333333333333333333333333333 ;w;

Anyways… right, today. Umn.. well first it all started out with my crappy morning. I got up, took a quick shower, put on makeup, ate a daily apple, n got in de car. I drove to classes, blah bleh blah bleh, but only when I got there n was halfway across de soccer field did I realize that I had left a few papers/assignments at home. =__=; I decided I would tell de teacher I left them (besides, I live IN town.. so yeh, it would take too long to go back anyways) n yeh. I entered through the double glass doors n went straight to de art room to retrieve a few things I had left with de teacher. On de way I spotted Yaku.. in de same window as de time before (read one of de previous posts). He didn’t see me, so I just kept walking.. while staring at him n I almost ran into a pillar. =__=; *shot* I always do stupid things like that.. ahah. I manage to always be either lookin at de ground or Yaku, and almost EVERY time I almost run into something ahead of me.. a few times by pure chance I look up/ahead and duck away just in time.. ahah. *feels stupid* I got the things I needed from de teacher (who gave me a new sketchbook, since I’m already filling up de old one.. again.) and went up to de dorms since I didn’t start class until bouts 8:30.. n visited Kaiken for a while.. who was still asleep when I arrived. *shot* I woke her up n we put on music n sat n talked for a while (she doesn’t share a dorm room).. I dun know why I always seem to make the best friends with the Japanese people.. I need to spread out n make friends with people from other cultures too.. I guess it’s just I met the Japanese people first.. ahah. We went down to the cafateria together n ate a few things.. then it was time for class. I went straight to Literature/Writing while Kaiken went off to.. was it Photography? Anyways.. I wrote another short story in Literature.. I was ahead on de work.. so then the teacher decided to pick ME to write an example for de upcoming workshop. I agreed, because I really had no choice and that’s what I’m sitting here working on now. After Calculus and Art (which were both actually pretty good today), it was time for de game. De soccer game. I went out to de field n sat on de bleachers.. n Tory was avoiding me, I could tell.. effin bitch. Ugh.. anyways.. I got pretty excited.. cause I was just sitting there, sort of alone (of course there were other people in the bleachers, I just didn’t really know who they were, except for Tokoshi, who was sitting in front of me.. but I never really talk to her, so.. yeh) and.. who approached me? ASDFHGSJFBJSHFJKGYAKUASDFHGSFHGSF

*cough*

……………………… What? *shot* x_x;;

He came.. and he just sat down RIGHT EFFIN NEXT TO ME. I was actually.. pretty happy. |D;; *shot again* He just sat n said hi.. I must’ve looked surprised, cause I was PRETTY DAMN ASDFHGSKFBS SURPRISED. WHY DE FUCK WOULD HE SIT NEXT TO ME? ASDFHGSFHSGFHJGSMF AHHHH, DE HOTTNESS. *dies* *heart beats* Egh. |D;; {{yeh yeh, I know you guys dun think he’s hott.. but he effin IS!! SO SHUT DE FUCK UP ASDFHGSFJKHBJKSGFHJ}} I just kind.. of… whispered hi back n stared at my foot.. n he patted my back…. N EFFIN KEPT HIS HAND THERE ASDFHGSHJGVJGSJFGKJSGFKBSJHGIUHJKKUDFGHUGSBDGHGUKSHGKHGIBGK JHGUIFDIHGUIDHGJHFGUIHDKUGHGKUGHUHUHDUGHUIHGUHKJVBKDFGGJB DJKGBKJDFHGDHILFJKJHJHFJHBJHFBHJKFHGKGFKJBHNKJGNBKJBKUFHKJKJ KFJGIUHYHUDHUHUJHFBHJBDJKHUHUBDFHGJKHGDFHUJDFKJBKJKJHGHJHG KLJJKDFHYUGHKJHLILJKLJLSDHUSDHLSNLJNVVKUSHFLVKSBDFUNKBSJBBAJ… *DIES* HOLYFUCK. *PASSES OUT N DIES AGAIN*

…

My heart sped up BEYOND THE FASTEST A HUMAN HEART CAN GO..~ ._. *shot* Mai god, I overreacted inside, I guess. =__=;; I calmed down after a second n smiled at him… n he just HAD to give me de CUTEST EFFIN SMILE??? OMFG *dies* AHHHHHHHHH *burns inside* =w=; *shot* But… but it was SO cute!! GAH. >>; Anyways, it WAS cold, yes (I was surprised at de temp today, it was pretty cold.. this morning it was 34 o_O;;) N.. I only had on a light sweater (I swear, I am the ditzyest person in de morning when it comes to gettin dressed when you’re tired.. >>; *shot*) n a short sleeved shirt underneath.. n I guess it was visible that I was really cold? But.. he lent me his jacket. |DD;; AHHH, it was so warm.. n yes, I have to admit, I secretly smelled it a few times when I pretended to put my head down from being cold.. XD;; *shot to death* (my GAWD, I’ve died a lot so far XD;; *shot* …heyyy D8<) Haha.. I feel so stupid cause of that.. anyways.. after de game was over (we lost, bleh) I gave him back his jacket.. =w= n we parted. I was SO HAPPY ASDFHGSHKBJBF after that. |D;; <33333333 .w. I felt bubbly.. n hearty. N.. later I met Yaku n we talked a little.. ^^ <33333333333333333333333333333333333 MURRR 8DD;; *dies* (see? =__=;) But I went to de plaza with Amelia, Amadeo (who is goin out with Amelia, so cute a couple =w=;;), Cayla, Mikaele, n Raquel.. (yes, Raquel sort of.. stalked us) n we got a moscha thingy.. again |D;;! Mikaele, Raquel, n Cayla left pretty early n Amelia, Amadeo, n I were left alone at Second Tome.. it was warm inside, as it always is. |D;;

..n we just talked. ~ .w. I wanted to go home, so I gave Amelia n Amadeo a ride to his friend’s house n drove home. I practiced with my drumsticks cause I was bored n didn’t want to get on de internet quite yet… n then, I DID get on de internet.. n I went on MSN n started a convo with lufferly Al my imouto chan, n had a convo started with me.. there were a few people I wanted to talk to, but they weren’t online.. so I just talked to Al n de other person (John). N.. yeh, my finger’s broken but it’s actually not hurtin me that much.. haha, yey. Maybe it’s cause I’ve numbed it out from typing so much on this example paper for de workshop.. so far it’s 16 pages long.. ahah. *shot* N I’ve been asked to write a KonoSetsu fanfic by an online friend, but.. I’m just not getting any good ideas so far. TT-TT N.. de manga.. still… so.. slow… *shot* OH, n tomorrow, we get to go swimmin boys AND girls..  n.. I think Yaku… is going. o_o;;*faints* Anyways, love you. <3

~Yuki

ASDFHGJSKFJSHGFKSFKUJBJSJFK mreh, lurve chu~

So I started out my day by wakin up around 8:00.. I went into de bathroom n soaked in de bath until bouts 9:00 (|D;;) n got out, dried off, dressed, n got on de computer. I signed onto MSN n who did I talk to first? Al!! 8DD;;;;;; <333333333333333333 ^^ Meh loverly beautiful imouto chan. We talked for bouts 3? hours.. n then I had to go.. to get the whole party setup ready.. kind of last minute.. but oh well. =<  I got to Tory’s house at 12:40 or somethin like that n went straight to her room. We cleared out de closet first.. we had bouts 5 hours until de party. Everyone in de school was invited.. haha. We found de stuff that was missin in a bin that was in her closet (WALK-IN CLOSET ASDFHGGUJSJHGSKJFGKJS XD;;) n took it out n put it in a corner of her room where all de stuff we were usin was goin. We took de stuff out of her room n transferred it to her mom’s room, since no one was gonna be able to go in there.. |D;; It’s de last room down de hall on de 2nd floor.. haha, Tory’s house is so huge. =__=; Anyways, we put one bin in de closet n put a wooden flat thingy over it, so now it was a table. We placed a mirror on de “table” n put three candles on it.. so it looked really awesome when we lit them. We also put all kinds of crap n voodoo stuffs in there.. it looked all evil.. n then we made it look like the woman who lived there seduced guys n had sex for a living.. ahah. XD;; (A.K.A.: We hung sexah nightgowns, n one of her mom’s thongs.. in there. XD;; OMG, I laughed my ass off, haha.) N we made the decoration/furniture in there look very wierd.. n creepy. Haha *shot for thinking it was creepy* IT WAS, ASDFHGSKVFJGFSKGJFL. >>; *dies* We padded a bench in there with pillows n stuff.. n draped scarfs n lots of shtuff in there~ .w. We put a handprint of blood on de wall n made it look like de person was sliding down it n holdin on..  We did that on de mirror n off de table too.. like it was both hands, de left on de wall (it being.. well, to de left) n de right on de mirror n table~ .w. Lol~ After that it was time to work.. on de huge room. >>; We used de stuff that came out of de bin all over, I had bought de music from de internet, so I brought IT.. n we tested it.. haha. Her mum went to the store while we were workin with de stuff n got us lots of web n fake blood.. haha. >>; We used de web on de porch in de room.. all over de house, really. >>; It was fun, but it was de most time consuming.. >>; Anyways, next we put out de candy in a huge bowl.. haha. We put out drinks, food, ordered pizza, etc. etc., n yeh. It was nearin de time of de party when de people that were gonna be in de haunted… room… came n we had to set them up fast n tell them what they were gonna do. When all of de guests arrived (well, not all, cause people were coming at various times.. but de first group was pretty huge.. bouts 35 people.. in de end I think we had bouts 70-80 people.. ne yep, Tory’s house is big enough to comfortably fit 80 people.) we let people go through de ”haunted room”. I actually heard a few girls scream.. XD;; I dun think it was THAT bad.. XD;; After that, lots of people went to de “dancing/ball room”, lots of em stayed near de “haunted room” n de kitchen.. n that went for a long ass time. XD;; After that most people went to de movie room.. n yeh.. this is actually a movie room.. haha. |D;; We watched “The Grudge” which actually.. turned out not to be scary.. >>;; BUT IT WAS ASDFHGHSFJKGFKF AWESOME CAUSE I COULD TELL WHAT THEY WERE SAYIN IN JAPANESE WHEN EVERYONE ELSE WAS LIKE, “HUH?” But.. that kinda sucked cause then people were like…, “ASDFHGHJFGKHSGFK, WHAT ARE THEY SAYIN?” I was like.. “=__=;”.. yeh. I.. I saw a part of Tokyo I knew.. a friend lived near de neighborhood in de movie.. it made me kind of depressed.. but I forgot bouts it after… after…… after…..

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YAKU SHOWED UP, OMFG ASDFHGSJKFGKUGSJKDHKFHUIHYUIHGUIHUIFGHHG..KLDUIHRUHUIFRHGUIH

KLDHTIUERGYRUHYUIDFGIUIIFGIUGU!!!JDHGUORHYOUHR!

MFG, I ALMOST PASSED OUT, OMFG.. EGH… =__=; I WAS LIKE, “OMFG, WHAT DE FUCK DO I EFFIN DOOO? ASDFGHILKFJGKLFHLKFHL” I HID BEHIND TORY N DE PEOPLE WATCHIN DE MOVIE FOR BOUTS 10 MINS.. n.. I just watched him.. *shot* >>; *smashes through walls* o_o;; I seriously had NO idea what to do.. I was really confused… cause if you’ll recall a few journals back.. he said.. to… talk.. to… him…. ADFGHGSJFKGSKFHGLHSFIFHLJHS.. >>; I sighed n stepped out of de crowd.. I was bouts 7? feet in back of him??… egh, WTF, I WAS REALLEH CLOSE BEHIND… BEHIND YAKU, OMFG.. EGH… YEH, I KNOW YOU DUN THINK HE’S HOTTZ IN DE PIC I POSTED OF HIM.. I KNOW, ASDFHGKJFDBNLJDFHOUHGGHFUVFNHDFJ. >>; BUT PEOPLE’S PICS ARE EFFIN WIERD.. N HE LOOKED WIERD THAT DAY ANYWAYS, ASDFHGHGKJGHKDGJGSHGJK. >>; I SWEAR… he’s a hott asian. *SHOT* NO REALLY, I EFFIN SWEARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!! *dies* But… but.. I know you dun believe me.. I know you dun. >>; I KNOW IT, ASDFHGHGSKJFGK. TT-TT *dies* Egh.. so.. there I was, bouts 7(?) feet in back of my HOTTZ crush.. egh.. n… n I felt really helpless. =__=; I stared… n I stared even more.. n I sweated.. a little. XD;; And eventually, after what seemed an ETERNITY, ASDFHGHSGFLDHFLJHDLFLK…….

………

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……………………..

…………………………………..

He turned around.

ASDFHGSJGFKGKSJHFKLHSILHFJHFJKHF. O_O;; OMFG, WHAT DO I DO? WHAT DE EFFIN FUCK DO I FUCKIN DO? He was lookin at me.. he was lookin at my feet though. =__=; I looked up (from my FEET XD;;) at him.. n he turned his head to his right, I think tryin to avoid my gaze.. n I think this happened to Al once, ne?? Well.. anyways, I think she said it was really cute.. OMFG, SHE’S NOT KIDDIN. *melts* |D;; It was SOOOO cute seein him look away.. urhg, yeh. <3333333333 |D;; OMG, ILUYAKU,ASDFHGSUIFGKSGFKBSFUHD. TTwTT <33333333 Chu chu chu.. eh. *flies* XD;;;! Lol.. anyways, I was still.. looking at him… *shot*… n then I turned to look at someone who was tappin my shoulder (turned out to be Amelia)… n when I looked back, Yaku was lookin at ME!!!!!!!!!!! 8DDDDDDDDDDDDD;;;;;;;;;; ASDFHGSIHJFKHSKGUJGF. TTwTT I got all warm n flufferly inside when I saw him lookin at me… egh. ;w; <333333333333 *hearts!* He.. he smiled at me. TTmTT <333333333333333333333333333333333 OMG, I ALMOST DIED. o_O;; ASDFHGYSGFJHSGFJGSGFJ. Haha.. omg, there are SO many random letters in this post.. XD;; *shot* Anyways… omg… he started walkin towards me… n I freaked out once again.. I think I had this sort of stare-smile thing on mai face.. egh. =__=; He.. he came right up to me… n… he… he said, “Hey, Yuki!” O_O;; I almost died right on de spot.. I think I stopped breathing.. he remembered my name.. ASDFHGSHGFKGSIUKFGKJSGF. o_o;; I just looked up at him, smiled.. n said, “H-hey Yaku.” OH FUCK. I JUST CALLED.. CALLED HIM YAKU. ASDFHGSKJGKFJGSKUFHKHSFGUIOSF. THAT’S MY EFFIN NICKNAME FOR HIM… but.. but I’ve NEVER EVER talked to him… n used it like that. O_O;; HOLY FUCK, YUKI, YOU SCREWED UP. ASDFHGSGFJGFUGFUYUFHKHBKJF. *dies* Is there such a thing as dying and becomin alive again… without having doctors do anything to you? Cause I think that happened to me after my mouth closed. O_O;; He laughed… pretty hard too… TT-TT *diesdies…DIES* n said…, “HAHA! I haven’t known you that long n you’re already callin me Yaku.. XD;;” I just stared… n stared… n stared some more at him n finally managed to go, “Mrmph. o_o;;” Mai gawd.. >>; I’m so effin embarrased.. I’m blushin… right NOW. >>;  *shot* Omg.. this babble has been goin for… a… while. >>; I should shut up… egh. *tries not to babble* An..yways, he.. he talked to me.. and I managed to speak back to him… con..vo:

Yaku: “So.. what’s up?”

Me: “Umn.. nothin really. I spent de whole day makin this place ready for de party. o_o;;”

“Oh.. cool. Why aren’t you singing tonight? At de party? ^^”

“Umn… o_o;; umn.. o_o;; I… dunno. >>;”

“Oh… you should. ^^ I think everyone would love it cause it would be great entertainment.”

“Er… I dun really know any English or American songs though..? o_o;;”

“Hey.. who’s runnin this party? You? Do you live here? *points up*”

“OH, NO! Haha… Tory.. my best friend.. she.. she’s runnin it.. n she’s de boss. o_o;;”

“Oh! Sorry! Haha! Well.. can I talk to Tory? *looks curious*”

“Yeh.. yeh, sure.. lemme find her.. um.. be right back?”

“Sure! *still looks curious*”

“Ok.. o-ok.~ ._.;; *walks back into de crowd*”

HOLYSHIT, NO. I BET HE’S GONNA LIKE TORY… OH FUCKSHITNO. No…. no.. >>; I got Tory.. n I told her de whole thing.. but I didn’t tell her that I thought.. he was going to like her… like that.….. Maigawd.. I was so scared… we went back.. n he ws in de same place. He stood up sraighter when he saw Tory. Fuck.. I almost cried just seein him straighten his back..

“Hello.. you’re Tory right? *smiles n hold out hand*”

“Yeh! *smiles back n shakes hand*”

“*still smiling* So, Tory, how old are you?”

‘Oh.. oh fuck no.. FUCK no.. FUCK.” I think I almost was cryin.. my eyes were tearin..

“19 *nods n smiles*

FUCK!!

“Oh! Cool, me too!”

KJGSGJHYNKJHODHHKUGJHGDJGFDGYUBYJGUUGJDGGJYRGHFHUIDHGKDHKJ

;LDFJGUDYGYJGUDHGUJHGUHJHGUJUHJDBHIUGHIUDHIUGHDJFHGUJEYGUIH

“Well, Tory, is it possible that we could get Yuki to sing here?”

Me: “o_o;; Uh.. really.. it’s ok, I–”

“Oh sure! I’ve got a mic.. n everythin I think we need!”

………… N so… it was so. Tory went.. n Yaku went with us.. despite.. what I think are his eyes for Tory… he walked by me.. n.. talked to me a little..

ASDFHGHSGFUGSFIUHFIJSLFHKFHKJ TTwTT <333333333 ILUYAKU

We went to Tory’s room n got de mic out.. there were people makin out in de corner. o_O;; We.. we got everything set up.. she had an amp from her electric guitar.. we… we got everyone in de movie room.. quieted people down by Tory announcing things over de mic.. n.. I just sang two songs.. but still.. I was really nervous at first.. cause… you know, it was my classmates. =__=;; Yaku.. he stood right in front of me.. I was almost dying cause I was SO ASDFHGHSGFJHGSJSKJF EFFIN NERVOUS. >>; *dies* Urgh.. everyone clapped.. yeh yeh, whatever. I dunno.. all the time my focus was on Yaku.. I got finished up n everyone went back to wherever they were… n I was back with Yaku n Tory.

Yaku: “Really, you sing so beautifully Yuki.”

Me: “…”

Tory: “She does.. but she’s so wierd with compliments! Haha! Especially when she’s had a bad performance.”

N at that point.. it seemed as if Yaku gave Tory a REALLY dirty look.. I almost died from happiness.. yes, Tory’s my best friend.. but at that moment.. I just wanted to kill her.. at… at.. at the end of de party..

YAKU ASKED FOR MY PHONE NUMBER. OMFG. OMFG. OMFG. OMFG.

*dies* HOLYSHITFUCKHOLYSHITFUCKOMG.

I… I gave it to him… and now.. the phone.. it’s right here. Next to de laptop.. n I’m starin at it right now… wondering…

HOLYFUCK.HEASKEDFORMYNUMBER.

When he asked for it.. he.. he said it was “for someone to talk to”.. he said it would be fun to get to know each… each other. Mai gawd.. I want to be with him. >>;

I can’t type anymore.. too… hyped up. Btw.. I’m workin on de manga plot n all that, yeh! 8D;; I LOVE YOU ASDFHGFGSKJKFH. <333333333!

~Yuki

;__; NOOO, I THINK HE TOUCHED CHU CAUSE HE LOVES YOU, EH. YEH YEH. 83;; <333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
ILUYEY.NCHULOVEME.NJRLOVESYOU,IKNOWIT.
N LIKE I SAID ON MSN… I’M COMIN TO YOUR WEDDIN, DAMNIT. 83;;;
*SHOT TO DEATH* *BOMBED TO PIECES* *KICKED INTO DE OCEAN* *EATEN BY A SHARK* *SHARK SQUISHED N KILLED BY SUNKEN SHIP* *BURIED IN DE SAND AT DE BOTTOM OF DE OCEAN* *ROTTS* *TURNS INTO NOTHING*
83;; I lurve you too? *shot* x_x;;
Lol.. you better have that strength.. or.. or.. IMA COME RIGHT OVER THERE N FORCE CHU. Egh.. I wish. =__=; <333333333 ANYWAYS, I hope you do have that strength to do it on Monday.. I really do.. talk to him, Al.. TALK TO HIM. JUST SAY HI, ASDFHGUKGDJJLKDHBKJDGH.. JUST TALK TO HIM.

Ryuuen… says: back ^_^

blessure grave says: hi blessure grave says: you didnt think to invite niji? oxoYuki~ says: wbzaablessure grave says: lol

blessure grave says: wbzaashiburu oxo blessure grave says: lol niji owo has been added to the conversation. [b][c=#234261]D[/c][c=#315982]a[/c][c=#3A6A9A]m[/c][c=#447CB5]i[/c][c=#749FCB]a[/c][c=#A0BEDC]n[/c][/b] has been added to the conversation.Ryuuen… says: then invite Niji

Ryuuen… says: pfft blessure grave says: hi people Yuki~ says: XDDDDDDDDDDblessure grave says: now i’m going to ask ryu oxoniji owo writes:

Yuki~ says: john

blessure grave says: what flavor ice cream you want xD

niji owo writes: blessure grave says: how about you nee chan oxoblessure grave says: what flavor ice cream xDYuki~ says: painful bowel movement?

Yuki~ says: XDD;; blessure grave says: o.ORyuuen… says: huh?? XDblessure grave says: thats a sick flavor x.X

Yuki~ says: lol Yuki~ says: noono blessure grave says: lolYuki~ says: you said “wbzaashiburu”niji owo writes:

blessure grave says: o.o wth

blessure grave says: lol

niji owo writes: Ryuuen… says: hahaha xDblessure grave says: i have no idea what tha means =/blessure grave says: lol

Yuki~ says: shiburu translates to painful bowel movement in some cases X3;; blessure grave says: LOLblessure grave says: WTHblessure grave says: lol

Ryuuen… says: I thought so xDDDD Ryuuen… says: ahah! XDblessure grave says: xDDDYuki~ says: XDDDDD;;;;;;;;

blessure grave says: lol Yuki~ says: that made me laugh really hardblessure grave says: xDDDDYuki~ says: ahah

blessure grave says: lol blessure grave says: lolblessure grave says: xDDD rofl roflblessure grave says: well what flavor ice cream oxo

blessure grave says: lol Ryuuen… says: John, the ice cream flavour i want is… Aoki and Die flavour with konosetsu on top…. |DYuki~ says: |D;;Ryuuen… says: which sounds so wrong

Yuki~ says: lol Ryuuen… says: pfftYuki~ says: I knowblessure grave says: xDDD

Yuki~ says: XD;; Ryuuen… says: it’s a 4-some ;Dblessure grave says: ryu your a sick man oxoRyuuen… says: lol xD

blessure grave says: lol wth Yuki~ says: XD;; omgRyuuen… says: AHAHA XDYuki~ says: you guys should STOP making me laugh

Yuki~ says: XD;; blessure grave says: yeh it’ll be like gummie shaped setsu and honoka with aoki and die on bottom oxoblessure grave says: lolYuki~ says: or soon I’ll be having some shiburu

Yuki~ says: lol blessure grave says: LOLblessure grave says: LLOblessure grave says: xDDDD

Yuki~ says: joking |D;; Ryuuen… says: that’s what kind of thoughts a sleepy-man-on-10am you’ll get, yes XDblessure grave says: zashiburuYuki~ says: yeh yeh.

blessure grave says: dosnt that mean long time no see or something? Yuki~ says: wha?blessure grave says: iunnoblessure grave says: thats what i heard oxo

Ryuuen… says: hisashiburi Ryuuen… says: lol blessure grave says: lolYuki~ says: my loose, painful bowel movement proves you wrong XD;;blessure grave says: urk oxo;

XDD;; OMG, I got de BEST laugh out of that XD;; Omg.. {{Note: Niji’s posts were drawn, so they can’t be shown on here =3}} lol.So basically all I really did today was sit around on mai lazy ass, eat, sleep, type, click, relax, go to the BATHROOM XD;;, etc. etc.. 83;; So I was lazy.. n finally I got off meh ass n started to get ready around 4:30. I went to de event.. n no, he wasn’t there. TT-TT Maybe he really was sick, as the rumor goin round said. *shrug* I dunno. But there isn’t much to write bouts it.. I sat in de back n when I got up I walked to a bench n sat on that. XD;; Anyways, now I’m sittin here typin, eatin coffee ice cream, n chattin with mai best peeps on MSN. ^^ <33 Can’t get much better than this. <3 *cough*Except for being with Yaku.*cough* cB N.. de manga!! I think it’s gonna happen.. slowly.. but yeh. cB Love chu. <3 ~Yuki

So.. I guess Ima talk bouts yesterday.. n it’s not gonna be that long.. cause.. he wasn’t there. TT-TT Sad.. very sad. I was so dissapointed after what happened day before yesterday.. because.. he wasn’t there. Urgh. *dies*

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. o_o;;

Haha, sorry, just needed to get that out. >>; Anyways.. so  drove out there n as I was gettin out of my car.. there she was, gettin out of hers. Yes.. de girl that’s almost always by Yaku’s side.. sometimes I wonder… no wait, not sometimes.. a DAMN ASDFHGSUFKGKJSGFKGSF lot of de time. >>; If.. if they’re goin out.. or together. N.. what was I thinking? We never talked about anything romantic night before last, did we? It didn’t even look like he was aiming…for it. >>; Urgh.. now I just made myself ADFHGAUKGKUSTFOUYSUKFH confused.. >>; Egh.. *smashes through wall* >>; But.. I just glanced at her n pulled my books out of de car n went over de soccer field, kickin a soccer ball all de way to de other side.. I felt like kickin it over de roof after seein her.. but I was too tired.. after.. de night before. >>; Anyways, when I got in de building I had to run over to de bathroom n then I went straight to de computer/web design class.. I worked on a few things n got lots of stuff done.. finally. ><; I needed to do that for a long time. I was slacking.. so that was done. I went through bouts 3 more classes.. n then it was time for dismissal/lunch. I was just gonna eat on campus in de cafeteria today.. So I went in there n made my way to de farthest table (from de door) n sat down n waited for Tory.. There are many times I wish for a cellphone. >>; *shot* She finally came in.. n she looked really depressed.. This was de convo:

“Hellew.”
“Hmnn. *sigh*”
“o_o;; Somethin de matter?”
“Err.. I guess.. I dunno.”
“*pats place next to me* Sit. N.. what’s wrong? *concerned look*”
“Umn… *sits* Er..”
“What happened?”
“*sigh* It’s.. just.. Sebastian.. he..”
“o_o;; Oh FUCK no.”
“*nod*”
“*sigh* Shit.. no..”
“*crying a little* He’s with Ali.”
“O_O;; WHAA??!!?!?!”
“Yeah.. I told him to go fuck her.”
“HAHA~ nice one..”
“Ahah.. thanks..”
“Man, Ima go kick his ass.. *stands up n looks for him*”
“DON’T o_o;; *pulls down*”
“*sits* Er.. ok.. but.. I will after this. D8<”
“*looks down* No.. please dun. I still wanna be friends with him.”
“Whaaa? Why? o_O;;”
“*sigh* Because.. I still.. like.. him..”
“WTF, TORY? THAT DUN MATTER!! >80;;!”
“._.”
“*sigh* Why can’t you see that?”
“Yuki.. sometimes I wonder if you give too much advice.”
“….. Umn..”
“You know? You always are giving advice.. always.”
“But.. I’m just.. trying to help..”
“I know. Most of the time you do.. but sometimes I just wish you would leave people with their own emotions.”
“…”
“Yeh…”
“…….. Well.. if that’s the way you feel… by the way, I talked to Yaku last night. He was at de concert.. you weren’t.. there. *stands up n walks away*”

Yeh..  I didn’t really talk to Tory for de rest of de day.. I couldn’t after she said that. Yes.. I do try n give advice a lot of de time.. always. Because I want to help.. I dunno.. I’ll talk to her later.. maybe I’ll call her. I wouldn’t necissarily call it a fight. Dunno what to call it really. But anyways.. I ate.. n then it was time for de trip. All it really was was a trip to de NMHU swimmin pool.. ahah. Lol.. so yeh, I had brought mai swim-suit n towel.. n goggles, which it ended up I never used. We boarded de bus n drove into town, straight to de pool. We went in n took off our shoes by de bleachers.. I had never been to this pool before, and I almost thought that we had to change right there in de open, with the two swimmin instructers watchin us.. ahah (it was only de girls, yeh. They’re splittin de girls n boys for some reason.. makin me mad, eh. >>; Like we’re gonna have sex underwater? *rolls eyes* ._.). But then we walked to de girls room place.. n went straight to de lockers n showers. There was a pregnant nekkid lady takin a shower in there.. we all.. looked away. It didn’t feel right. >>; We changed into our swimsuits, n those who didn’t have any they gave free ones.. koo? So after that, all de preps spent their time in de bathroom.. readyin their hair for before swimmin. o_O;; While de rest of us were out at de pool waitin in de 3 n a half ft part for de class to begin. De teacher that brought us finally had to go into de locker-room to get de preps out.. =__=; N when they got in de water, we all lined up against de long wall (the length, not the width) n they handed out goggles to us (I got sexah green ones.. lol) n de class began. We started out with flutter kicks, arms straight over your head, then to de up out down thingeh, then the underwater stroke, blah bleh blah bleh~ N I liked Bruno de best!! >>; He’s really koo. I’m not sure where he’s from though? (Note to self: Always line up on de side Bruno’s on. Haha *shot* x.x) N I was fast! Yeyyyyy~ I got de farthest out of everybody for a while. ^^; ‘Twas koo. N Bruno (HE’S SO DAMN NICE, LOL) told me I had de perfect swimmers kick… maybeh that’s it.. join swimmin. o_o;; Or somethin, eh.. >>; *shot* Anyways, Esmerelda was de whiner on this trip, n she was whinin de class wasn’t goin fast enough. WELL FUCK YOU, de longer we can stay doin de class, de longer we get to swim. Urgh, she pisses me off. >>; ASDFHGUSKGGSFJHSKJFGBJ >>; Anyways, after we got done with de class, we got to go to de divin board. 8DD;; To tell you de truth, I’ve never been off a divin board. So I’ve never really dived. So I just did a ‘pencil’. |D;; Ahah. (just jumped off de board in a straight line.. it was damn fun XD;;) N I think we each got to go off.. 4? times.. anyways, after that we had to get out. We went into de locker-room n went to de showers right away. I borrowed some of Esmerelda’s shampoo n.. yeh. |D;; But effin Emma turned de lights off as a joke.. n OMG, DID THEY EFFIN SCREAM LOUD. >>; I had to cover my ears to prevent hearing loss. FINALLY de bitches turned de lights back on.. urgh. I finished washin n walked to where I had left my clothes. I changed back into them.. while Emma n Amelia were talkin bouts.. boobs. >>; N then, effin MARISA turned de lights off in de changin room cause that’s where everyone was.. (Note, Marisa n a few others, including de one that stuffs her bra {{MaiGAWD it looks so fake, I feel sorry for her.. cause now she can’t stop cause people will be like, “Umn.. your boobs shrank..” even though they all know she stuffs.. egh.}} didn’t go swimmin. Ahah. Bouts 4? didn’t, but they went into de locker-room when we went in after de class n divin was over..) N everyone screamed again. I almost died.  Anyways, I borrowed Crystal’s brush n found out from her that one of de ones that didn’t swim threw her underwear in de trashcan.. man, I feel really sorry for her. =< Anyways, I guess she went on without underwear n we went out of de locker-room to de bleachers to get our shoes back on.. I had forgotten my jacket in de locker-room, n Maureen (de teacher who brought us) brought it out n I got it.. I was relieved, cause it had my iPod in it.. >>; N Amelia went back to de lost n found box thingeh to get her jacket she had left there two weeks ago.. (they had gone swimmin here two weeks ago but I couldn’t cause I was injured… again. By de same effin person.) N she saw these awesome boots n came back n told us.. then Emma was like:
Emma: “Get them!”
Amelia: “But I have my shoes on..” (you can’t cross de line to de other side with shoes on..)
Me: “You go get them. Say chu forgot your boots?”
Emma: “I dun wear boots..”
Me: “So? Get them for Amelia?”
Emma: “Er.. ok.”

So she went over there across de line to get em.. but then I got distracted by Amelia sayin she lost her swim-suit n towel.. but she was really just sittin on it.. XD;; N.. I dun think Emma ever got de boots. She came back, but she didn’t have anythin. *shrug* Maybeh she got caught? I dunno. But anyways, we got back on de bus n drove back out there.. n I went through one lecture that lasted about an hour (YEY, A SHORT ONE *dies*) N then I left. I drove home n worked on some geometry/math crap for about an hour? n then gots on de computer cause I was tired of it all n talked to my beautiful lufferly Al until bouts 10:00? n then I went to bed around 12.. yeh. Anyways, I had a.. wierd dream. I was dreamin in de dream n.. I woke up (in de dream XD;;) n there was a bat in front of my face, so I grabbed it n it bit me in de wrist.. o_O;; N it wouldn’t let go, n neither would I.. haha. It felt like it was real. |D;; So I woke up (in real life) n went back to sleep.. Yeh. That was my day yesterday. I’ll write bouts today when I finally have somethin to write bouts. No classes today. Oh, n.. I really DO think I’ll do de manga.. I’m just about to get started on it now.. Love you.

~Yuki